Well i donno how else to convey my emotions and thoughts right now.. so i have decided to write a poem to sum things up...
WITHERED
There were my smiles brightened by your presence,
That of mystifying quietness that shook my heart,
Then were the courage that promises me a life,
That conquered my already dubious heart.
Than i knew right from the start without much hesistant,
That i will give in as much as if my heart was new.
Than i gave chance for my still recovering heart,
That what i feel would soon be real.
Now gone are the days I thought i loved and was loved,
That i was only but a toy and almost fun to be with.
Now i almost remembered the past that you chose,
That reminded me my tears was never real.
But what's then and now didnt matter,
All that's left are nothing but remnants,
That of your selfishness,
In solitude,
Alone.
Notice how the withering effect goes down the lines. Well thats a poem that i created. hmm.. bookin in now.